Trade: Tears for Lust

"Hey" she said, "have you got a little fire for me…"

with her light at the corner she lay bared

staring at thin air; doing her shiny brown hair

she said "……

her eye sparkled from a wet reflection

As she shied away until she was held strong;

strong around her slender waist; cold skin;

"Hey" she kissed his ear, "I want her a daddy…."

Followed by a story of love and its usual acts

left him amazed in culture; he'd be the backseat lover

As his shoulder took some puddle; his head cynical,

"Hey" she smirked, "who'd be her daddy….."

all she then heard were footsteps she walked

on sheets of empty canvas; she bled

while she let him continue, to blame her,

"Hey" she puffed, "she'll have her a daddy...."

Half Past Five Behind

dream on woman, dream on
dream the whole night through
if you let me climb aboard
you'll see me then; maybe you wont

if you look past the distant waters
you'll know who's seeking solace
on the road; crawiling, walking, speeding
headed to an infinite spree of winter madness

master, master!! how can i find in me peace?
will I have to reach for the moon?
will i have to wait in the wings?
or look for love again.....

In a Flash

I woke up for my evening tea
dusk in it's primeval form takes over the air
gradually simmering down to the crystal
in that air, in these thoughts, in my head too;
while I see years in tears; in façade
All that jazz; all in a flash

failing to pick up what was left behind
the ship flew beyond space; beyond time
jus to turn and catch a glimpse
and from the corner the crew smiled
at how wondrous time was; who too flew by
who flew by just in a flash

my oh my!! she adopted the trailer
of the flash in a mellow disguise; she did so gentle
but how eager am I to see tomorrow pass too
for the next day holds for me my stance unique
one that I want all of it; I blink my eye and who knew
tomorrow would pass too; but in a flash!!

Scarface

maybe I've been hard to reach
may be its 'cos I don’t want to be found
or listen to the words you speak n preach
that remind me of the kisses we threw around

good friends have come n gone; good love has too

but since I've erased my trails off your vision
babe I have a feeling I've wronged you
a  spotless mind now remains an eternal mission

If you tend be my audience

babe you'll know my static chores
listen now!! Listen cos I might make sense
I still cherish the scar we sculpted in twos n fours!!

Insomnia

on this spring stuffed cushion I lay
disconnected with selfish intention
music streaming stalls in thin air
a half burnt cigarette on the table it waits
scents from a spliff on fire thrown around
senses they are calling for a seize
or are they mere hallucinogens on the job?
no more chains bounded with my lover friends
with vicarious chores filling my surface
the desire deep down fading away; by the day
questions disappearing unanswered
a dramatic change I once craved;
seems just 'round the corner
still runnin' against the wind
hope they who share my loop share a smile too
it's my sacrifice after-all
I see the blue shadow rising
in this filthy chamber, I stretch my arms
and light my fire!!

A Winter Errand

the globe it spun afar from the sun,
against a backdrop of snow white; sky sapphire,
the talking cactus he froze another season,
in pursuit of warmth; i dreamt a flight higher n higher...

I now hug myself !! Listen Oh babe, I want none
like they scrape the frost off the windows; I did too those dreams
stall do I gladened; unshackled; in false exhilaration
looking for love here I crawl in random strange betweens

I wonder if you were just another hallucination
got my whiskey for the cold voodoo; got my ice cold tattoo
with an insomniac vision I whisper at the garden of eden
as soon as forever is through, I'll be over you!!

Fragment of Psychonation

Forests dwindle,
wildlife on fire,
firefighting they say,
buckle up for the dooms day!!
.....
.....
.....

if only...

if she could see the story in his eyes
if she could hear the music floating on his tongue
if she could smell the scent hovering on his skin
if she could feel him and all of him
if only she could

she'd know of a place where fantasies turn real
a path deserted he'd lead in partial denial
showers of kisses he would; so surreal
do a livin' in no rut which otherwise; a bit abmysal

if only she would
in only you could!!!

Horrid Native Dreams

if i say i screwed up, i'd mean it!!
if i rest my eyes for tonight in the usual rage,
n dream of an image dancing in trance; in crime;
then i'd wake up to breathe the real page,
the same one that i'd screwed up one too less a time,
rusted, locked in a creepy cage,
lay those memories buried in graves; in sand,
i turned around, threw my shovel off to the ground,
took a breather n I walked on....
....to this cold frosty land!!!

Slippin' Away

When the raven stopped its flight
n I flew towards the floating seagulls
Woman not a clue I had of the lovebird; despite
The wind chill that hugged my dizzy ears who had none a pulse

I’ve passed by the crossroads sixty nine days ago
To be inking this piece of parchment
With our personal solitudes that I intend to forgo
Remains to be seen if its just another figment

Remember when we were young; we shone the burrow
Shone even the city of diamonds and that of a meadow
Babe lets shine now; shine on till tomorrow
My frozen skin could use some of your yellow
 
This week has left my dreams bygone
Thoughts surplus; words none; a new beginning
Not the kind a lover would refuse to mourn
Here at a distance I lay looking at you thru my wedding ring!!

Intoxicated Wait!!

memories aboard n off over the horizon
the song remains shuffled but the beat goes on
under a new moon but with same ol' spots
'yet another change' says the soothsayer
a sense of dark and light
filling the spaces between us
in hope that wont raise dust
in a beautiful collage
my picture
remains!!

Long Distance Notes

A lost unfragmented mind
over thoughts of fatherly caresses
brotherly exchange of childhood
a bow down to a motherly love
but in the midst of beautiful minds
lay her blossomed foot firm hovering
over spiritual route with companionship
we dream in dreams of threads un-knit
we touched the auros of yellow and red
and weaved tomorrow of an ancient love
makin' this moment a photographic image
but the sense of leaving behind so absurd
I doubt now my chances of runnin' home
but a man of words ain't does no good
hold together for promises made n returned
here I fly against the sunrise
have erased my past; some I've treasured
they'll walk me a long road winding n swaying!!

Warm Winter Freeze!!

to sleep in a land unknown no more; warm thyself,
in bulky wool woven with strings of blue, red & yellow,
then you'd fish a dead sea your time away, lookin to help
the mortals at the water's edge caressed by a weeping willow

the sparrows chirp the morning away for twelve too much a quid,

lay with lies right at the mirror do I still devour; still cherish,
sounds acoustic and romance over a late jazzy night; yet insipid,
this hazy moonlit whisper may be the culprit that I fetish.......

Oh napoleon girl!! you’ve missed the scenery, the trees ’ve run dry;

At rare hours thy scents and thy warmth have I missed too, and you whole;
I walk Emily to the Interchange in hope of a hand without a cry,
Hope someone said won’t raise no dust until oh hope bids your soul!!

See unreal now, let it be!!

Flickering Collage

All apologies my good ol' friend
we haven't met in a while
for I come to you just at times, now that's the trend,
times when all I have is myself and none for a mile

It's a rainy cold winter lonesome night
Pictures gathered withered away
away with the wind but in silence I'll fight
fight will I for I know they haven't gone a long way

I'll walk the deserts n swim the oceans
cos I've clicked those pictures....of you n me!!
Babe, you say you wont come to me; but in patience
I'll paint you a picture so beautiful you'll see!!

Monday Blues

Mondays are here
Oh dear! Oh dear!
The music's fading away I fear
Well hey I still got silent to hear
n as long as that's enough to clear
the blues that somehow reappear
life's fun to know the tunes are always near
the story remains the same every time of the year!!

blue frog in wonderland!!

I take a leap onto an empty page
a one so strange but well in my range
A rush of anxiety makes the pages turned;
yet another stone age,
Urghh! It's cold now;
Could someone pass me a hot bewerage?

like a rolling stone

Once upon a time I drank my wine
I got me picked all right n launched all fine
landed on a peak n wont I roll down
I never did dress so very brown
yeah now I don't talk so loud
but I seem to be a lot more proud
'bout not knowing my next deal....

I feel not a string bound without home
I wear a smile hard to hide when I'm a complete unknown
feel i'm an outlaw; now let me be like a rolling stone

Now I've got used to livin' on the street
learnt to compromise; 'ts such a treat
Now I notice the frown while they all do tricks for me
no i'll never let others take their kicks for me
I still am so amuzed
yeah I got nothin, nothin to lose
I'm invisible now but I got few secrets to conceal

At times, 'ts somber n obscure to be without home,
....with no direction home,
At times bob, it's bliss to be a complete unknown,
Oh baby you so gotta be like a rolling stone!!!

fatigue in my feet!!

Right where my land rests unvisited
right where i am while i write this
that's me and only one the rest apart
i feel a sense of higher self
atlast!! i say to myself
with tibet in the air and love deep down
as the waves gush to my feet
disconnected, elevated i am
and thus i look down at my horizon
and go speechless and in tears i remain
tears that fade to this rain
those from the wheel that turned in vain
and the heart that beat in pain
a warmth that went up my spine
in this chill brings me my smile
a smile that's mine and just that
the one that my feet walked me to
the one which remains my only carriage
so I'll walk on!! n on!!
cos this smile is lush green
dark, in rhythm, in trance, psychedelic!!

Notes from Neverland!!

in peace n in turmoil
I hit the road in the name of travel
seeking answers to questions never asked
seeking tender questions themselves
to revive a lost hope
to revisit a probable secure land
a probable angel's heart
the smell of wet green grass
sparks a smile n a blush awhile
my anxious step on a stranger's ground
a warm hug walks me to the horizon
my purpose unknown
but I cry me a river in no time
and laugh along with her surface smile
I sway myself to watch my tongue
in a city where swaying costs a penny
off we set on a drak trail
to a place so familiar yet naive
n there we stay put reclined night long
with peace songs filling the background
making a number with the raindrops
over pointless talk that was cutely weird
and then life took shape with the big bang
the hearts they beat so tender
a moment of mutual authority
two souls n skin together be one
under a shade we wished would remain
left me wondering for a moment
if beauty is ever lasting
we swayed in pain that vanished
into thin morning air!!
n I dreamt in lucidity
of lazy mountains they hug the shore
that plead me to sway us more
n I tell her n I ask her
to sway me now!! sway me more!!

Cry

In a life lead by slow decay,
I try to stay together n I try try try,
I live else's dream n thoughts during the day
but in the nights I look down n i cry cry cry

ain't see no point; I dream to break free
in hope I'm born to live; wonder why why why
on my skin I tend to keep all the merry
as I gaze at the bird wish I could jus fly

Oh n I cry; n I cry!!

come away with me

is it worth thy tears that cost a smile
the world that lets you swim against a flow
oh why swim then brace my flight awhile
a while worthy but take it easy n slow!! 

GUILTY

numbers and figures make no more sense
but a talk does just the bit
none of my actions meant an offence
now my head stays low watchin the pit

there was a time I had to choose
n I picked what I felt was true
I lived my love and the world I amuze
but guilty I am for lovin' you!!

who are you underneath my skin?
who makes me wanna scream the fuck out
you've hurt me, her, him n everythin'
in thirst of evil n all I now know 'bout

lose myself from the black balloon
the planet ain't lonely no more for have I now found you
fix the mess my sultry shadow; by the end of a noon
cos guilty i am for lovin' you!!

Black Magic Woman

You wore black all over you
the pendant sparkled in the dark
you arrived late while I waited in haste
but the steps you took like an angel flew
out of my reach; you leave a mark

Oh Black Magic Woman
cook some potion and break this spell
Oh Black Magic Woman
for this curse be gone by daylight's well

An eruption now I conceal in peace
sublimes away around your scented skin
scents I knew and scents anew;
my dream even comes to cease
scoot away now for good; love I'm beggin'

Oh Black Magic Woman
poke the doll and let it burn
Oh my Black Magic Woman
for if you wait; I'll be gone...long gone!!!

Behind Blue Screens

The play thus begins
silence prevails while the audience wait
furniture's in place n the mind mince
it's a tale told of love and her bait

She turns ugly and lets go
while he shed the world's share of tears
his feet his carriage; and the grass they mow
till his world goes barren in lies and fears

She hears his sounds of silence
with chaos in her head she arrives
tryin' to get to the other side of the fence
he gives her closure and the stage he drives

He smiles in dreams of laughs of pain
in pain he frowns behind blue screens
he'll walk on and on and on and on
but he trips all the time behind blue screens!!!

Mr.Touil

A funny tale of a voluntary helper
in spirit n soul he rabbit runs
the elastic hook pulls him back to the altar
as Mr.Touil grazes over the puns :p

Off My Road

This morning gloomy dew day
on the move they all set aboard
n I follow them in the line
with tunes so parallel to the clouds
n the moment arrived
a moment so tiny
a moment full of life
a life that's dead awhile
a while that does put a smile....!!
Today's so funny I may say
for I am not the one I was
Is it my memories that I now avenge?
those of laughter and pain
times of rain and sunshine...
Oh the one that watches me from up above
direct me towards you cos I'm meant to be
I feel off my road now
I haven't felt you in a while
The distance now puts a stop to this
Oh what an irony the life!!
Another day of me so strange
Another day ends Another day begins!!

SINGULARITY

In gloom and bloom
a wind so chill selling you a shiver
On a cold dark night we doom
close to the bank swim do we in a frozen river!!

Words we speak of love and care
in questions we dwell; questions uncertain
Oh why such words when nothing to spare
for I sit now alone just to remain.....

Off into oblivion

Hey I haven't see you in a while
How many years has it been?
Oh never mind, it's not my style
Counting time is not my scene

So, what are you doing these days?
Did you live another life again?
You have been missed in many ways
How many years was it then?

It's been a very long time you see
The orchard where we used to walk
is a parking lot to be
and the old tree where we would talk
has been gone, for an eternity

How long is a very long time?
Was your life what you expected?
When we were together, everything was fine
Did my death make you feel neglected?

Do you want to say something to me now?
Or do you want to wait til later?
It doesn't matter where, when or how
the eternal love which was greater
has forced me into the dark somehow!!

Selfish Divine Ego

I can't stop but to smile
of the moments lived by in sync
pictures of you n me help me blush awhile
in dark gloom now I see red, blue & pink

How you stole away my book in grace
has found its way back to me to stay
off I travel into a myth with my book that I now embrace
for reasons plenty; answers scarce; here I come to the kingdom far far away!!

Day dreams are routine; in them I see light
pride, joy & success I foresee; I part my spit for thee
then the serpent shall rise and leave me upright
as I'll find my soul justice before I spell my X, Y & Z

Walkin' the Words!!

This crazy rhythm of heart I hate
the face turns red I can see thru
no reason for a talk yet you find one
hoping to find some closure; n that's all
losing the words that make a pretty poem
wiping the brow; hand turns moist
wonder why I wanna please you, him n her
n never myself; lyin' straight at the mirror
the cobwebs need to be cleared Oh
shalt I borrow thy last broom
cos the stars don't excite me no more
as you built the ground with words
the words spoken; words of clay
I rose to walk that mould
till I stopped along with those words
there I stood still n turned back
to see the spoken path disappear
the promised land vanish
I let go of my last step for a leap
into an oblivion free falling
eyes wide open for a rope to hang on to
cant help this urge but to walk on
lord bring me that horizon
n all those bad eggs for I have enough good
I believe they'll change color n I'll try
like I did here lose my rhyme
lost in the crowded corky carnival
in a quest to get on to the wheel so giant
I love the insecurity that follows it
makes me squeeze my way thru
to words anew;
words well composed;
for I'll walk those words!!

sparks

In the peachy warm enclosed air
lies a body reclined in thoughts of dreams
a revisit to the cold crude despair
under the roof of same ol' bricks in streams
a trial with no two syllables they repeat
in dark orange gloom stuck in reverse
the bricks they seem to fall apart in retreat
like ants n spiders glued soft in nears
swivelling on the division of yin yang
like a lizards' halloween search for light
crawling; walking; runnin' back to the big bang
on a road unknown; holds a destiny of such might

Oh sparks; now sing one we know
is it you I held onto?
I'm losing my picture again oh no
guilty I am for I dream of your tattoo

Oh sparks; now take steps of the dance we once danced
for the hormonal breath that left me enchanted
for the periodic psy dialysis
for the dance itself
for that smile
for me!!

get stood up for another chapter
something beyond the mere sight of colors
something now musical
turn the pages and keep turnin 'em
cos there was a pen by the side
a pen with no traces of ink
turn my friend for i ask of you
turn for the sparks turn into a bolt
and thus sparks be forgotten!!

ReviveD MomenT

they danced the night away
to the tunes that felt so pure
in search of completeness n some ray
we sculpted the next hour so sure

I saw my haunting in a shape
a shape wanting to be trailed
while chemicals have defragmented me into an ape
thoughts of nothingness feathered me mild

levitated in space like a puppet
swaying in rythm; emotions they're abacked
purpose driven; I jump outta the bucket
I live by my feet in trance unracked!!

What in words are you?

defining here to you oh love
what in words best fits you
shalt you be amused or amazed
to realize this unworthy trial in haste

scriptures by lovers call you an art
Oh love be forgotten then
why the trouble when you feel so apart
oh such a mighty love lackin its den

diverse it is; so is it aspecific
for the words of love mislead afterall
crave do i for my psychotic being
cos the state rids me of the words
left behind is ode to the old lovely mind
solitary is my art too;
torture is my studio too;
Ode oh love! dare don't I define you...

claspin' hands

ya cross ma mind dusk n dawn
sometimes I wish I could holdya hand everyday
n smile past by; ma love the hours now I wish be torn
another place another time I wudn haf letya slip away!!

On the road again...

Alone yet unlonely I'm reclined
The ants sip my drink; they dont seem to mind
as I watch random silent videos stream
puff by puff i smoke till I cry out loud n scream

Oh I'm a traveler who knows no rules
my voice trembles; my tears they refrain
I smile my way thru the strange faces i amuse
On this lonely planet, I'm on the road again...

I walk out of despair to catch some misty air
A red neon cross glow in the dark; Lord he seems so fair
I fill the silence with the flute in my hand
A stranger smiles who hails from my beloved land

My shoes thrown apart in their woodland wash
in the room the stale I smelt still remain
my words still tremble; I don need no weed no hash
cos this is me I love when I'm on the road again!!

Oh my love...my friend!!

She sat upon her bed of pearls
Distraught in stress unlike the other girls
Her tears fell from her starry eyes
Her eyes that knew a countless lies.

She tapped her nail upon the wood
She tapped it harder than she should
And as she saw it break away
She wished upon a better day

She undid a crease upon her dress
Her dress which was the very best
Her hair which shone of golden sun
With perfect ribbon in perfect bun

Her tears they left a trail behind
A trail that she would never find
A trail when quiet, would only grow louder
A trail which lay under daily powder

Her breath it stunk of finest wine
From many men with many a line
And love for her was disposable at best
And she felt it everywhere except her chest

She twirled between her fingers fine
Her golden hair that was nomore mine
And in her beauty a crease once more formed
All truth was present behind her beauty adorned

And as I watched her from the sill
She looked back at me and smiled at me still
A shot of empathy with a dash of delight
I envied her beauty and all that was right

Her creases were roots, within her skin
Still I loved everything she had, everything within
Her powder mask covered her imagined beauty
And being like her has become a duty

The truth is her hair will always shine like the sun
The wine will still work till she finds that one
And when she does, I’ll still be there
Watching and wishing that this brown skin turns fair.

Buddha Bar

I bow down for your forgiveness
for my anxiety n anger was no any less
I watch the peepal leaf have its fall
as it struck me my solitude was chosen afterall

the stars speak of great patience
they dont light your path yet....
.....but they retain the vivid ambience
take your flight steady n easy; do shoot the stars
for once airborne; you walk on light to an arenic applause

the mind lives in such a space oddity
that your dreams can sink into a silent lucidity
how I wondered my dream felt so real
that chilled my spine up until I heard it jangle

n I sing before I retire on this piece of land
Oh my dusky evening has returned back into sand
the waters by the bay shalt rinse it away as an errand
they heard me plead to drive 'em at your end
cos your smile is something I still befriend!!

Forgotten diarY

i'm drivin down the highway i'm breakin al the codes
my ride's runnin outta hope just when i'm at the crossroads
i had to pick the road that i've always known...
....the one that i'm bound to walk all alone!

the way she swayed while we were at the isle;
to my rythm n my music still makes me smile.
now she's gone;
i'm on the road with my gadgets worn; with my music on,
with some bad company singin i'm movin' on...from town to town!

Oh my brightest firefly that ever did glow,
the longing you craved i regret i didnt allow
are you in disguise or are you still my fairy?
to have left me like yet another forgotten diary!!

I'll Rise Again

My worst fear has come alive
yet again I'm forced to take a dive
"the end of the line"; let it arrive
the line shall extend cos I've to survive

Hold me now
Drag me now
Push me then
I'll rise again

Hate me now
Betray me now
I'll count to ten
n I'll rise again!!

Now I talk to me cos I can't to you
the strangest you makes me go so blue
my today Oh love! you want no clue
to hell with you; now i need something true

Hold me now

Drag me now

Push me then

I'll rise again

Hate me now 

Betray me now

I'll count to ten

n I'll rise again!!

I'll rise again

I'll rise again

I wanna rise again

Oh rise again.......

The Traveler's Sigh!!

The leaves have dried n the tree looks bare
The forests are burnt and green seems rare
Sow some seeds and show some care
else the plague will feed your heart beware!!

Take a ride by the window side
you'll see sights of joy that tend to hide
Many a times you wonder what to provide
for the land and the waters that always divide!!

What good is your love if your love is so sublime
Hang it on a shelf in good health; in good time
I didn' borrow the line just for it to rhyme
but baby! to me your love is a legal crime!!

I write my last verse as dusk takes birth
I'm still by the window wonderin if it was of any worth
I look at the moon the stars the air the earth
My heart bleeds now; some love is what I dearth!!

Tattooed tear humouR

It came like a fever
built bridges like a beaver
over troubled runnin' water
called itself a tiny lil love maker
stayed in his cozy comfy shelter
which spread across a lil more than an acre
but in one of it's corner
he stacked his breakfast, lunch n dinner
of some finger lickin' flavour
nobody but him could have been it's buyer
not even the burglar
who had in his pocket a royal dagger
who wore shoes mugged from a cobbler
"who was but kind" said jesus during the easter
he poured love n lust into the heart of a sailor
who was all set to sail on a venture
who was before nothin' but a toddler
a sailor no more! or was he a lover?
it was she who seemed to have an answer
she for who he stripped off his armor
and let grow within him a sorta tumor
that the doctors would call it a love cancer
turned him into much more of a dreamer
and made his days many a times merrier
he was never to her this gentler
she smiled at his every gesture
like the story of Alice and the Mad Hatter
he had nothin' but his heart to offer
then a cloud above her started to linger
and got her nothing but to ponder
if her life was in any order
wudn' it have been better if she hadn't seen the pyre?
thoughts of space n time haunted by; got her frailer
he watched like Sauron; the great observer
but kept faith in themselves n her
n believed they would go much farther
though a false hope was in which they lived forever
he knew they had to withdraw sooner or later
all this for her to live better
and the day arrived packed with a wise error
his days started to seem sombre
n the nights turned insomniac n lacked it's habitual glitter
the subsequent insight needs to be buried deep under
cos all he could do by the end was to smirk in cold humour!!

Addiction!!

I've kept myself up till the dogs howl in the nights of late;
feels different from what they used to be I berate;
nights when something brought me alive anew;
I realized it was my nightly drug.....you!!

notes from the Underground!!

At the darkest of shadows when the rats strangle
under the moon beaming her heart out;
stranger you seem by the day I still haven't a clue
what your book is all 'bout;
occupied entranced enlightened I am
yet the sun don't shine white;
a moment you go stranded
i have a hand you could use if you might!!

Flashing Memory

do you feel the same?
did i lack any fame?
why did you never say my name?
didn you see in me any flame?
was i just another winter cold frame?
or one of your crazy mind game?
is it for me to blame?
think 'bout it if you feel like one dame,
probably you just never felt the same...

fly away!!

If by chance you saw it was the fly on the wall,
I guess you never heard it, maybe it wasn't there at all,
For in your ever blabbering you somehow lost your way,
Substanced in your anger we write another play.

Guess you must have heard the dragon on your back,
He carries with him always the answer in a sack,
The red and white, the black the blue, every dream forever be true.
Forever lighting my way when in anger, another dream in lifes play.

I guess you think you have the answer, but no question was ever asked.
Maybe you just need attention, but first you need some class.
I guess you're ever dreaming, then again maybe you don't dream at all.
Maybe you are that fly on the wall, that flew away like it wasn't there at all.

catch me if you can!

i might have been strange and wierd too,
wonder why i think a lot while i'm in the loo,
is she the one? i wish i had a clue,
may be i'm just runnin away from you....

frozen!!

to see the apple fall for thee,
by your will or was it the breeze,
there is a smile i'm fond to see,
in a mellow i think of her n freeze !!

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a decade full 'o joy with the soul of a free spirit,
time passed by while the city remained lit,
a step i took ahead i step i knew i had to,
nothing lasts forever but we both know they always do,
as we deal with the tits and tats in the zoo,
spot me from the horizon as we sail away with the blue!!

Snaillery

I want to live the slowest song,
the one where notes last years.
And when happiness too is gone,
oh how soft are nears!!

My Spacial Air

the dark space engulfed me,
a song sung for the nights whisper,
wonder if the truth is a liar,
as i breathe my stale air and dreams take shape,
the soul exits to watch in haste thy moon and the travelers tape,
ease the spine now flood the archer's bow,
the dreamer's on a mute;
may the dream be tamed n make the tune of a flute!!

the other side of the window pane!!

here's a song i sing as i breathe,
a song that aint for the stone cold hearted,
wanders my mind in search of words soft n sweet,
so i dig the memoirs of those who parted!!

time's i've had of joy n times of love in you i've found,
wonder where those tears i've shed have reached,
you wiped some off my face, some have wet the ground,
hand in hand we've seen the winds change.....
...foul winds that have left us breached!!

immersed in thoughts i live life slow in the fast lane,
drainin' bit by bit with messages in bottles,
here i go setting sail without a cox'swain,
bitterly happy i am for you, your colours n your shackles!!

Bon Voyage my friend!!
i've ripped the pictures off the wall,
a step ahead i am yet lookin to amend,
a new armour i seek, i've stripped mine in your enthrall !!

Hey Joe!!

The sea the sand the air made a city flare

walked did i; walks of joy; had i none to share
sounds i've heard of riddance and those of silence

the festive city she set to bloom in all her radiance

And then he arrived with his reindeers n the elves

brought the kids toys n candies who treasured 'em in their shelves

Hadn't I realized I got a share of yours too,

Never would I have had a new year's debut

Her eyes sparkled in dazzle;

She walked down to me; like she did from a castle;

A smile a touch a hug a kiss

seemed to be the rules of an orchidly bliss!!

With no ease did we part; the time did too freeze,

I came home to you; felt I did plenty of the summer breeze,

times we've had in the hive; those at 9 and 45

jus reminded me how biutiful it is to come alive!!

A million moments of magic over a moody monday,

brought to the hearts a sort of radioactive decay,

We danced in stance; n wondered if we have a chance;

I thought I saw one pass by! or was it just our Chemical Romance?