Walkin' the Words!!

This crazy rhythm of heart I hate
the face turns red I can see thru
no reason for a talk yet you find one
hoping to find some closure; n that's all
losing the words that make a pretty poem
wiping the brow; hand turns moist
wonder why I wanna please you, him n her
n never myself; lyin' straight at the mirror
the cobwebs need to be cleared Oh
shalt I borrow thy last broom
cos the stars don't excite me no more
as you built the ground with words
the words spoken; words of clay
I rose to walk that mould
till I stopped along with those words
there I stood still n turned back
to see the spoken path disappear
the promised land vanish
I let go of my last step for a leap
into an oblivion free falling
eyes wide open for a rope to hang on to
cant help this urge but to walk on
lord bring me that horizon
n all those bad eggs for I have enough good
I believe they'll change color n I'll try
like I did here lose my rhyme
lost in the crowded corky carnival
in a quest to get on to the wheel so giant
I love the insecurity that follows it
makes me squeeze my way thru
to words anew;
words well composed;
for I'll walk those words!!

sparks

In the peachy warm enclosed air
lies a body reclined in thoughts of dreams
a revisit to the cold crude despair
under the roof of same ol' bricks in streams
a trial with no two syllables they repeat
in dark orange gloom stuck in reverse
the bricks they seem to fall apart in retreat
like ants n spiders glued soft in nears
swivelling on the division of yin yang
like a lizards' halloween search for light
crawling; walking; runnin' back to the big bang
on a road unknown; holds a destiny of such might

Oh sparks; now sing one we know
is it you I held onto?
I'm losing my picture again oh no
guilty I am for I dream of your tattoo

Oh sparks; now take steps of the dance we once danced
for the hormonal breath that left me enchanted
for the periodic psy dialysis
for the dance itself
for that smile
for me!!

get stood up for another chapter
something beyond the mere sight of colors
something now musical
turn the pages and keep turnin 'em
cos there was a pen by the side
a pen with no traces of ink
turn my friend for i ask of you
turn for the sparks turn into a bolt
and thus sparks be forgotten!!

ReviveD MomenT

they danced the night away
to the tunes that felt so pure
in search of completeness n some ray
we sculpted the next hour so sure

I saw my haunting in a shape
a shape wanting to be trailed
while chemicals have defragmented me into an ape
thoughts of nothingness feathered me mild

levitated in space like a puppet
swaying in rythm; emotions they're abacked
purpose driven; I jump outta the bucket
I live by my feet in trance unracked!!

What in words are you?

defining here to you oh love
what in words best fits you
shalt you be amused or amazed
to realize this unworthy trial in haste

scriptures by lovers call you an art
Oh love be forgotten then
why the trouble when you feel so apart
oh such a mighty love lackin its den

diverse it is; so is it aspecific
for the words of love mislead afterall
crave do i for my psychotic being
cos the state rids me of the words
left behind is ode to the old lovely mind
solitary is my art too;
torture is my studio too;
Ode oh love! dare don't I define you...

claspin' hands

ya cross ma mind dusk n dawn
sometimes I wish I could holdya hand everyday
n smile past by; ma love the hours now I wish be torn
another place another time I wudn haf letya slip away!!