Unleashing Graves!!

I don't remember anymore
those lusty roads we walked;
are now withered, brown n dry I reckon;
I didn't mean to bring you pain,
I tried my best to keep us sane,
flashes of those words spoken,
wake me up with a shrug every time it dawns,
I'd intend not a curse; not a curse,
nor digging buried skeletons down under,
I've heard you still remain with plastic;
babe, wake up to the rising fire;
I left you in good hands;
but you seem to sadden me this sunday;
where did that wisdom burn away?
I'd slaughter your soul;
I'd lay you down to bed;
I'd love you all once again;
but I've had an elevated change you'd feel,
you'd feel tumor were a birthday present,
I've missed you many a time,
I've looked down at you many a time,
I've showered you rain many a time,
and you've danced in it with such a rhyme,
walk now, you have your plastics
and I have mine; my petrified scars,
walk now, walk with or without me,
for I know you no more,
nor do I fancy no more,
knowing what I once knew,
loving what I once loved!!